Is it normal that as a lesbian i still like being fucked by men?
Ever since my teenage years i've only ever felt emotionally for other girls. I did try hooking up with male classmates once or twice, coming from a conservative family and thinking it to be just a phase. Never did anything for me emotionally, though.
I'm in my mid-20's now and only ever had satisfying relationships with other girls, emotionally and also sexually.
BUT: I still have a longing regularily to be fucked by a dick. Dildo or strap-on did not result in the same bodily response. The guy kind of doesn't matter, he's only a "instrument" and i also just want to be "used" by him, but knowing i am being "used" that way really gets me off, and feeling him cum inside me almost guarantees an awesome orgasm.
Needless to say, this kind of interferes with my lifestyle. A bisexual GF i had and who i shared this with told me i'm also bisexual, but besides the "sex" part i never felt ANY kind of interest for those guys, in fact, i pick them up in a random bar and give them a wrong name/number, so i'm not sure about that-
anyway, is that "normal"?