Is it normal that a want a guy to cheat on his gf with me?
There's this guy that used to like me my freshmen year in highschool. He was really weird and quiet and always stared at me creepily. I really didn't like him at all but my best friend gave him my number and we started texting me. He would ask me weird sexual questions but we eventually became friends surprisingly. We hung out alittle and I grew small feelings for him. He repeatedly asked me to date him but I refused. By this year (sophomore year), he started dating this other girl and he has alot more friends and is way less creepy. He still makes attempts to try and fuck me which makes me somewhat happy. It seems that I thrive off the attention he gives me and if I don't get it, I want to fuck him. Lately he's been alot less flirty and trying to stay faithful to his gf which is good for him but I'm constantly thinking about him now and catch myself wanting to text him. What should I do? Should I just have sex with him (I would be losing my virginity) with the hopes of getting over him or him growing feelings for me again? It's been hard finding guys around my school, I kinda just want to have some fun because I've been working so hard on my schoolwork.