Is it normal she hates me but i wish we were still friends?

Luk frnd i can undderstand ua guilt feeling i too have ndergone such accident ! ....U did a mistake n now u regret u should atleast share ua feeling even if it doesnt bothers her much !!!coz later u should not lv chance dat u cry feeling u neva gave a shot !!may b she too undestad n u.u guyz will b much btr frnds than b4 dt feel asahme go for it¡¡pllzz .....best of luck.