Is it normal not to have it

It happens, some are just better at hiding it than others. It's okay to be depressed every now and then but pull yourself out of it. Go ahead and wallow in self pity for a while- we all do it. But don't stay there.

Not normal. On IIN, it seems normal, however. Ignore the negative comment above. Pity is not what I feel for you, but empathy. Connecting with others on the Internet in similar situations may help, but really you should reach out to a real person who you can actually see. It can be so isolating and cold sitting behind a computer screen. Find a good counselor, one with whom you feel comfortable. She or he can help you cope with your depression and low self-esteem, whether through therapy and/or meds. There is no shame in this -- time moves too quickly and you shouldn't lose it feeling so badly.

Read up on philosophy and religion. Make a list of superficial things that you could improve about yourself and improve them one by one, ignore the negative comments from society

Welcome to my life

Totally normal. Try reading some E.A.Poe stories before bed and listen to a lot of Pink Floyd songs in the bathtub-youll be right.

^^ what?

Aviedum

No.

A man is what he thinks on.

If someone thinks depressing thoughts all the time, he's going to be depressed. Reject the negativity and think only what's good about you. It sounds silly but you'd be shocked how something so abstract as thoughts have such a profound infuence on us.

Lol itduz, the guy's gonna commit suicide cause of you

Ugh. Ok il give you the reaction you were looking for
"Aww poor you".
Now that we have that out of the way maybe next time you should think if its normal or not before you post it on this site. Think about how many people are depressed in this world. If you cant tell its normal then depression isnt the only thing you should be worrying about I would focus more on that lack of common sense.