Is it normal not to believe in god?

You know dude, that kind of an argument you are getting is an old one. You why? Because if you are asking "if God is real and only does good stuff, how come he stand by and watch bad stuff happen" Here is the simple logic regarding about that matter. First and foremost you must put in mind that God is Sovereign. But he's sovereignty doesn't put you into a situation in which will results that you will stop deciding and choosing for your own self. That means we are all responsible for our own actuation's, in which we couldn't blame God for our own miseries. So meaning if you are experiencing trouble or problems or miseries in your life, don't blame God! blame yourself for not choosing the right thing for you. You have the power to choose, then why don't you choose the good one for yourself? you're not a kid anymore. lol. So stand up with your own two legs and be a man. God is not a GOOD LUCK CHARM in which he is there for you like a Genie in the bottle in which he follows what you're asking. Like what I've said, God is sovereign. He is able to do things without our consent. He is superior into all his deeds. He is God after all. God is not something we could easily comprehend. That's why if God doesn't suit into your taste, you couldn't tell immediately that there is no God. Even if you didn't believe in God in your own belief, that doesn't DISREGARD the fact that there is a GOD. In other words, even if you don't believe in God, HE STILL EXIST NO MATTER WHAT.