I know it's hard to judge if there's something wrong with me or not over the Internet based only on a few things I've said. If anyone saw how I reacted in his office they may change their minds. Thinking over it that was probably one of the reasons he prescribed me medication right away. Even simple questions resulted in me crying and having mini panic attacks. I do believe that's why he prescribed me medication right off the bat.
It's not like I've only been like this for a few months or a couple of years. It has been going on and getting progressively worse over many many years. I've tried my hardest to overcome this on my own, trust me, (probably harder than I ever have in the past) but I feel like I'm fighting something that can't be controlled by mere willpower and facing my fears (I suck it up and face my fears every day.) The main reason I went to see a psychiatrist was because last week I was so depressed and anxious and fearful that I felt I was going to go crazy to the point of hurting myself. I don't know how to describe the feeling other than 'going mad.'
IIN my greatest fear is becoming a reality and I don't know what to do
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I know it's hard to judge if there's something wrong with me or not over the Internet based only on a few things I've said. If anyone saw how I reacted in his office they may change their minds. Thinking over it that was probably one of the reasons he prescribed me medication right away. Even simple questions resulted in me crying and having mini panic attacks. I do believe that's why he prescribed me medication right off the bat.
It's not like I've only been like this for a few months or a couple of years. It has been going on and getting progressively worse over many many years. I've tried my hardest to overcome this on my own, trust me, (probably harder than I ever have in the past) but I feel like I'm fighting something that can't be controlled by mere willpower and facing my fears (I suck it up and face my fears every day.) The main reason I went to see a psychiatrist was because last week I was so depressed and anxious and fearful that I felt I was going to go crazy to the point of hurting myself. I don't know how to describe the feeling other than 'going mad.'
By the way what are you going for in school?