This probably won't be groundbreaking for you, but you are coherent. You know what's going on. You are self-aware. Most of what you described is normal. It's only a little out there with the fear of the witch. You may just be paranoid, but that does not mean your on the way to being a full blown schizophrenic? NO WAY. You have to reassure yourself, and get a trusted friend/family-member to reassure you.
Your not in a good place, right now. Things change. Every seemingly minuscule decision you make changes you. Follow your lifestyle. Are you living well? There are so many reasons people feel the way you do feel right now, things that (can mimic, I guess, but) have nothing to do with mental illness. Make good choices for yourself. You can overcome this, you have to believe in yourself. realize that the power to live your life the way you want it to be lived is within you. And its your job to hone in on that power and exploit it.
You haven't convinced me that you should be attempting those antipsychotics. Don't do it. Some doctors are fucked up human beings who don't give a fuck about anyone. I insist you follow up with as many different doctors as you can.
IIN my greatest fear is becoming a reality and I don't know what to do
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This probably won't be groundbreaking for you, but you are coherent. You know what's going on. You are self-aware. Most of what you described is normal. It's only a little out there with the fear of the witch. You may just be paranoid, but that does not mean your on the way to being a full blown schizophrenic? NO WAY. You have to reassure yourself, and get a trusted friend/family-member to reassure you.
Your not in a good place, right now. Things change. Every seemingly minuscule decision you make changes you. Follow your lifestyle. Are you living well? There are so many reasons people feel the way you do feel right now, things that (can mimic, I guess, but) have nothing to do with mental illness. Make good choices for yourself. You can overcome this, you have to believe in yourself. realize that the power to live your life the way you want it to be lived is within you. And its your job to hone in on that power and exploit it.
You haven't convinced me that you should be attempting those antipsychotics. Don't do it. Some doctors are fucked up human beings who don't give a fuck about anyone. I insist you follow up with as many different doctors as you can.