I'm kinda similar, except for me it's not because someone I loved died (atleast I don't think) it's more that I know if I make friends they're eventually going to leave or I'll start to get annoyed with them so I just avoid getting attached all together. Sometimes I wish I wasnt like that but on occasions when one of my acquaintances suddenly ghosts me, disappears, or whatever I'm kinda happy I don't get attached. I don't know how this is supposed to help with your situation but I just wanted to share.
Is it normal im completely emotionally detached at 18
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I'm kinda similar, except for me it's not because someone I loved died (atleast I don't think) it's more that I know if I make friends they're eventually going to leave or I'll start to get annoyed with them so I just avoid getting attached all together. Sometimes I wish I wasnt like that but on occasions when one of my acquaintances suddenly ghosts me, disappears, or whatever I'm kinda happy I don't get attached. I don't know how this is supposed to help with your situation but I just wanted to share.