Is it normal if you think you're mental?

Again, are you Gemini?

You probably have bipolar depression. You most likely have days where you're feeling dandy and you've got all the friends in the world, . . . and then a week or so later you feel like nothing.

You feel almost as if he's/she's your best friend, but you're not his/hers.

It's those days where you analyze yourself and you see yourself as an annoying guy who voices his head too much, or maybe not at all.

It's those days where you think deep about yourself and your eyes feel like they're crying, but no tears come out.

It's those days where you look in one mirror and you're an attractive young man/woman, but another mirror reveals all your flaws. And there's always plenty of flaws.

Here's who I think you are:
I think you're a sunny-side-up person. Even when you're the saddest, you always have a good attitude. You probably complain about a few things here and there, but you always have a bright mood when doing this. It's not on purpose either, it's instinct. You do it automatically.

You're probably a funny guy when you're happy, and some times you sit around thinking of ways to entertain someone. Maybe a funny and clever FB status. Or maybe just a simple joke you know you won't have time to tell.

I always feel like a mental person ACTING sane, I sometimes wonder if I have a conscience or not too. I scare me

I'm colour-blind and short-sighted. I know this is irrelevant but I've always wanted to see how everyone else sees the world.

Your second comment scares me because everything is true. I do believe Im bipolar but not very serious yet it still interferes with my daily life. YES I have a "best friend" but who knows if he feels the same way even if I tell him a lot of things. I sometimes want to discuss it with him if were considered best friends. YES I feel like I think too much where it holds me back from socializing and going with the flow. But I dont want to be a hypocrite and do something I know is dumb or wrong, I mean just to fit in? I hesitate. YES my family thinks Im the strongest of all of them cause I wont cry for things I should be crying about, but that doesnt mean Im not emotional because the tears will come out when Im alone in bed usually. And YES recently Ive been noticing that my body will shift from one day it looks slim to another I feel like a blob. There are days where Im just in such a good mood that Ill act silly and just wont care what others think. These are the days that I wish would last because Im being myself and Im happy. But then the days come where my personality shuts down and it sucks because people cant meet the confident, silly person that I am but instead, this awkward mental loser. I want to start accepting myself rather than keep trying to find a solution when I can be doing better, beneficial things as I see others w/ flaws do. If they can, I can.

Oh, and so that all my rambling has meaning.

Chill out, stress increases blood pressure, and that can really cut down some years on your life later. Masturbation is a good stress reliever. Try it out!

So, are you a Gemini?
Here's something you may not have thought of yet: You are narcissistic. Even if you don't see it now, it'll come to you eventually. You'll think about now that I've said it, and you'll start to call yourself narcissistic in your head whenever you start thinking about yourself too much. Then after thinking of that, you'll think of this post.

So here are my thoughts on how people think.

No one thinks EXACTLY the same.
There are a SET of ways people think. For instance, we can name 4 off the back end.
People who always wonder how
People who always wonder why
People who always wonder when
People who always wonder Where
Each set has a set of it's own, and each of those sets a set. The branches of the sets have only very subtle changes. There's almost an INFINITE possibility on how these sets change. Most likely we can mix and match the sets in every way possible, so that makes quite a few sets if you didn't know.
But we discern the sets all from the base sets of How, When, Why, and Where.

What I like to believe right now, is that you're going through a process of thinking ahead of your set. You're thinking things faster than someone not in your set would think. However, they're most likely thinking things you wouldn't comprehend until you get older.

And you're not special ED. The fact that you can type a coherent sentence has determined that.