Is it normal if im happier drunk than sober?

Be careful, that's how it started for me and I never slowed down and I turned into an alcoholic. Alcoholism is a brutal thing! It can kill you. Once I reached a certain point, I started having problems caused directly from drinking. That effect you are talking about? How great it makes you feel? Well, once you get to a certain point that effect slowly stops working and you need more and more to try and get that good feeling. Eventually it stops making you feel good altogether, it has the opposite effect and it depresses you. Alcohol is actually a depressant, believe it or not. Once it starts making you have problems it gets worse and worse, never better. Once you become an alcoholic you can never drink normally again. It's like this: Once a cucumber becomes a pickle it can never be cucumber again, never. I am an alcoholic of the hopeless variety, and alcohol has destroyed ever part of my life. Alcohol is an equal opportunity destroyer. Be careful! Remember if you start having problems you can get help from Alcoholics Anonymous, They helped save my life. Take care and Good luck my friend