thought you were a ghost knowing everything happened with me when reading your story :\ well at least you know if it's not normal to people, then you're not alone. I have your back. Exactly what's happened with me and my ex, but at least I didn't do thing that I would regret later, some significant tradegy made me change the way I think about everything when the voice in my head keep trying to tell me what should do blah blah blah why my heart would suffer and been left with new, unwounded scars. we did talk, he knew how I felt for him, I knew how he felt for me, but he's just a tyoe of commitement-phobe and 'm so afraid of hurting myself if still letting myself into him. We didn't talk for a while, and it was like hell to me...one day, he came up to me again, but my mind won this time, we're still cool and friend but that's it. He's moving for NYC for his first job, at least we are not going to see each other, or around the school, the town, etc...that really helps me alot to not think about him. and if it does happen I miss him somehow, I would recall those times he hurts me so bad with broken oieces on the ground, that voice would keep telling me that he's not deserve for me at all.
IIN if I still want to have sex with him?
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thought you were a ghost knowing everything happened with me when reading your story :\ well at least you know if it's not normal to people, then you're not alone. I have your back. Exactly what's happened with me and my ex, but at least I didn't do thing that I would regret later, some significant tradegy made me change the way I think about everything when the voice in my head keep trying to tell me what should do blah blah blah why my heart would suffer and been left with new, unwounded scars. we did talk, he knew how I felt for him, I knew how he felt for me, but he's just a tyoe of commitement-phobe and 'm so afraid of hurting myself if still letting myself into him. We didn't talk for a while, and it was like hell to me...one day, he came up to me again, but my mind won this time, we're still cool and friend but that's it. He's moving for NYC for his first job, at least we are not going to see each other, or around the school, the town, etc...that really helps me alot to not think about him. and if it does happen I miss him somehow, I would recall those times he hurts me so bad with broken oieces on the ground, that voice would keep telling me that he's not deserve for me at all.