I tried to emphasize that he does NOT tell me on purpose that Im not good enough. Its all me. Whether its all in my head or it really is the truth regardless him confronting me about my flaws or not, I feel the most of myself when I'm with him. I think at this point, we have come a longer way than I thought considering my flaws, that he likes me enough to accept them and look passed them. I mentioned that I am intimidated by him because for me, he's perfect from his personality to his outlook on life and his looks are just the icing on the cake. This intimidation is what makes me feel low and worthless but what I'm most concerned about is why do I feel most comfortable in a place where I feel the lowest value? I can become this popular celebrity and not feel like myself while when I am this piece of work, I feel more myself.
IIN if I only feel like myself around him?
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I tried to emphasize that he does NOT tell me on purpose that Im not good enough. Its all me. Whether its all in my head or it really is the truth regardless him confronting me about my flaws or not, I feel the most of myself when I'm with him. I think at this point, we have come a longer way than I thought considering my flaws, that he likes me enough to accept them and look passed them. I mentioned that I am intimidated by him because for me, he's perfect from his personality to his outlook on life and his looks are just the icing on the cake. This intimidation is what makes me feel low and worthless but what I'm most concerned about is why do I feel most comfortable in a place where I feel the lowest value? I can become this popular celebrity and not feel like myself while when I am this piece of work, I feel more myself.