Is it normal if i'm furious with my npd parents?
I just recently discovered that my dad has Npd (Narcissistic personality disorder) and I'm furious.
I still love him but when I think of all the years of control and emotional abuse I want to flip out.
I was never allowed to have any opinion of my own.
He never discussed anything with me because I was too "emotional"
He forced me and my sisters to wear long dresses and taught us to be ashamed of our bodies.
Guilt trips were quite common.
He never was with us, staying in his room and only venturing out when mom didn't make his food fast enough: or when he forced us into family meetings.
I try to tell myself he doesn't effect me anymore but I'm still angry.
Is it normal that I'm furious?