Is it normal if i feel no love for my mother?
I believe that i hate my mother greatly, at a young age she has been against me. I believe this is the reason that i feel no love or compassion for my mother. She would come home everyday and yell and complain about everything and if something is wrong she thinks right away that it is my fault. I have had to deal with this for 15 years. Oh i also forgot to mention that she thinks that i now do cocaine/crack just because i have smoked weed, she will not allow me to work to make money because the guy i work for is supposedly a drug dealer. Even though he is a hardcore Mormon. When i saw her crying i should have felt sadness maybe even love, but all i felt was hate. everytime i see her cry it just makes me even angrier. Every hour that i have to be around her it infuriates me, she is a woman that does not listen to reason, she finds every way to make her life miserable, she is a idiotic woman, when she is done complaining she then brings up things from the past and continues to complain on and on and on, i have once tried to just relax and talk to her.. the result? her yelling at the top of her lungs telling me that I'm being rude. Is it normal for me to hate a woman that has never done anything good for me and all she has done is yell at me everyday?