By reading the part where you said I'm falling into a trap and don't want to get hurt, I can tell you that I have this thing where I lack self-disclosure. It's just once I feel like we've been getting too close, I'm like whoa okay I need to stop because I fear sharing my feelings will result into betrayal later on, like they can use my info to attack me. Because we're only seeing each other and nothing official, I don't want to get too close to him. But I don't know if that contributes to why I think of it being over. I haven't had real relationships in the past but have been involved with bad men before but I think the real thing here is I've seen it happen with friends or just people in general where the relationship goes wrong. So I have their flaws in my head to prevent that from happening to me.
Is it normal if I can't wait for my affair with this guy to be over?
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By reading the part where you said I'm falling into a trap and don't want to get hurt, I can tell you that I have this thing where I lack self-disclosure. It's just once I feel like we've been getting too close, I'm like whoa okay I need to stop because I fear sharing my feelings will result into betrayal later on, like they can use my info to attack me. Because we're only seeing each other and nothing official, I don't want to get too close to him. But I don't know if that contributes to why I think of it being over. I haven't had real relationships in the past but have been involved with bad men before but I think the real thing here is I've seen it happen with friends or just people in general where the relationship goes wrong. So I have their flaws in my head to prevent that from happening to me.