Is it normal I would usually rather jack off?

Feeling the warmth of someone I love...hearing her heart beat, smelling her breath and hearing her gasp...

...seeing the satisfaction and pleasure written on her face...

Being inside the woman I love and her need to feel me inside her. The sweet smell of each other as our sweat and the heat of our bodies mingle.

...her taste, her smell...her moans and wimpers. Her warm body against mine.

...when she grasps my face, pulls it towards her and says, "I love you..."

I can't see gripping my cock and pulling beating that.

...but that's just me.