Is it normal i would usually rather jack off?
I have lately realized the whole reason I have ever been interested in getting laid is just to boost my ego that I can. Other than that I would often rather jack off and don't understand why sex is a big deal to anyone. I do get pleasure from getting off just as much as anyone but it seems more work than its worth and I don't see why having someone else do it for me is worth the effort. I have considered the possibility I could be asexual but I do find certain women attractive. I have absolutely no desire to do anything sexual with someone I am not attracted to in the way most guys describe and am turned off by the idea of it. I know I do not have a low sex drive because my jack off habits are normal. I do not comprehend romance either and have never understood why most people seek it. I am able to get attached to people but it takes a lot of time and my past girlfriends have complained our relationship was no different than friends who had sex although I do not understand what the difference is. Several people thought my last gf was my sister, probably because I do not act affectionate.