I struggle with a mental illness which demands I always suffer. I can never be happy, always pessimistic. I can't feel good about myself or what I do; I'm an annorexic workaholic, hate everything about life, suicidal ideations abound, I am a self-mutilator, maintain a horrid self-image, struggle to hold jobs, relationships are no better, and I wouldn't know how to exist if I ever felt happy. o.O I am perfectly content with my misery. I have borderline personality disorder (BPD). And I know that craving for physical and emotional pain, and I also know it's not normal. You should probably seek help before you find what you're looking for. Especially before you make it commonplace to search.
Is it normal I want to suffer?
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I struggle with a mental illness which demands I always suffer. I can never be happy, always pessimistic. I can't feel good about myself or what I do; I'm an annorexic workaholic, hate everything about life, suicidal ideations abound, I am a self-mutilator, maintain a horrid self-image, struggle to hold jobs, relationships are no better, and I wouldn't know how to exist if I ever felt happy. o.O I am perfectly content with my misery. I have borderline personality disorder (BPD). And I know that craving for physical and emotional pain, and I also know it's not normal. You should probably seek help before you find what you're looking for. Especially before you make it commonplace to search.