Is it normal i want to murder people in gruesome ways

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Is it normal that when I think of instances when people hurt me or are rude to me, I jolt my body in angry stabbing gestures? I feel like killing beyond the so called stereotype of insane. For example, I won't want to throw them in a car compactor but rather crush their face in till it's non existent. Then I will want to cry over their decapitated body and kill myself 10 times worse than what I have done to them. I suffer from extreme depression and occasionally smoke pot. It's the only time I'm ever happy but I still want to kill people. Is it normal?

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Based on 73 votes (24 yes)
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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    Perfectly natural. Good question!

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  • Dozis
    12 years ago

    As long as they are people who hurt you. It is not alright if they never did anything to you. Should I explain ? If they mistreated you, cussed you, beaten you, threatened you, had no respect for your illness and kept making your life miserable, snitched on you, tricked you, made fun of you, talked behind your back, ruined your reputation, played tricks on your mind, conspired against you, violated your personal space, destroyed your personal property, attacked you as you were feeling sick, stalked you, kept news from you, denied you the rightful use of communication technologies, created a constant climate of threat and tension, laughed before your suffering, blame the results of all this on you in order to get away with it,
    Then yes
    They deserve to die.

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    • volker_muller55
      11 years ago

      Yeah, I can empathize with that mentality, however none of us are perfect. Just as often I feel that the penalty for crimes are way too severe. I've done bad things and don't think of myself as a bad person, other people have done bad things to me but I've forgiven them. Wounds heal, anger fades.

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  • RomeoDeMontague
    10 years ago

    Just control your urges. We all have violent thoughts sometimes but we control ourselves. Self control is very important. Though I would recommend checking into anger management. They might give you better ways to cope if your anger and depression is that bad. Its not abnormal really. Everyone gets angry sometimes.

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  • JustAniceLady
    12 years ago

    Smoke more often if it makes you feel better

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    I like offer homeless people a place to stay for the night and a warm meal, I take them back to my place where I decapitate them and wear there heads as hats and dance around naked in their blood listening to opera music. I put there bodies around my house in different places and set them up so it looks like they are doing different activites and tasks, it makes my house seem less lonely. I suggest you try this and see if it helps in anyway, or not its up to you.

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  • skullja1
    12 years ago

    I would never kill someone but I'm feeling like my anger and sadness has a hold on me. I have never even hit anybody especially if they deserved it. I just get angry to the point that morality doesn't seem to bother me. But I'd never do it.

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  • zchristian
    12 years ago

    Well i do have some rather violent thoughts still i have no feeling that i really want to kill people...

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  • noisycynic
    12 years ago

    You should ask your local psychotherapist for a more detailed analysis of why this is not normal. Btw, taking mind altering substances is probably making it worse.

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  • skullja1
    12 years ago

    Thank you that's what people do to me. I am completely non violent so yes I would never actually kill anyone especially if they never did anything wrong.

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  • FireWorks
    12 years ago

    No.
    Don't.
    Why would you even feel like that? No one has the right to take someone's life like that. =(
    What's bothering you? I mean, what makes you feel depressed? =(

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