Is it normal i want the earth to eat me up. whole. or fillet my legs.
Whenever some thing don't go the way I want it to happen, Or someone makes me upset, or remember embarassing things in the past, I want to:
1. Kill someone/Bugs (and/or)
2. Throw myself on the wall (and/or)
3. Cut my legs(specific) into fillets (and/or)
4. Be swallowed by the earth in that very instant
5. Pull out may hair
6. constrict my body with industrial wires
These last just about 5 minutes or so, then i feel physically exhausted. Sometimes i want to scream.
FYI, i don't do this these are just thoughts but it bothers me that I am having them.