Is it normal i want sex so bad?

I'm glad that you have sought out some help for yourself. I think you should take it upon yourself to stay away from this unfortunate person. If you ever do end up forcing yourself upon this poor woman against her will then I hope that you are caught, and made to face justice.

If you truly want to get better the first thing you should do is to stop gratifying yourself to thoughts of this woman. You need to stop all masturbation, and completely refrain from fantasizing about this person. When you catch yourself fantasizing about her you to challenge your thoughts, and then redirect your thoughts to something else that is entirely different, and completely nonsexual.

Sexual urges are normal, and some have it more than others, especially men. However, you're a wonderful person for not forcing yourself on her, and that kindness is what separates us from other animals.

My advice is the same as Raisinbran. Find an escort service or look for one-night stand on PoF or Tinder if possible (be safe and use condoms), or if you have a trusted female friend see if she's okay with a Friend-with-benefits arrangement. Because I don't think suppressing your urges or outright ignoring them is healthy, and you might just need to find another outlet that wont hurt anyone and still gives you some sexual relief.

Get a fleshlight or fuck a prostitute. Or let the cops know you are a danger to society and need to be chemically castrated.

You're not a bad person for having those thoughts, since you can't help that, but you would be a bad person if you acted on them.

Honestly, do you think you would ever act on them?

Try asking her nicely. If it is really driving you crazy you might be somewhat relived. Happened to me before but your case sounds more extreme. Worse comes to worst you could just move away and get her out of your life.

You should ask the doctor for chemical castration pills, and insist he gives them to you. Tell him how strong the urges are, maybe go back to the mental hospital.

This may sound odd, but I would tell the woman, and all your neighbors, that you are having dangerous, tragic thoughts, about her, so she will know of the threat you pose, and she can avoid you, at ALL COSTS.
File a Police report, on YOURSELF.
The "help" you claim to be getting, apparently isn't working, according to YOU.
Keep seeking help. You're doing the right thing, but if you can't stop your critical desire, you need to call authorities.

By the way, how do you know she: "always smells sweet" ?!

Yes the odor of bullshit is very high here. I suggest preventive surgery performed by Doctor Kutchakockauff.

I call bullshit!

Definitely not normal, but I understand your lust. Definitely go to doctors and keep up with your psychological help. Maybe you can get some medication, because if you do anything man you’ll be in prison quick and I hope you also like men cause you might just end up becoming someoneleses fantasy and they’ll get ya and tear that ass up

Try prozac plus haloperidol, this should kill all ur sex drive.

you been watching too much xvideos boi

The way most bank robberies work these days is there's no gun or chaos or anything like that. The robber simply walks unarmed into the bank and hands the teller a non-threatening note. Later he is arrested and sent to prison.