Is it normal i think sadistic thoughts and have 'urges'?

I have the same thoughts as you do and I have since I was in about 2nd grade. Society makes you believe that these types of murderous, disturbing thoughts are abnormal but that is not true at all. You are unique because you ADMIT to thinking this way. All psychiatrists I have seen say that nearly all of their patients have these thoughts but most do not admit it outside of therapy. So don't listen to people who say you are "psychotic" because chances are they have the same thoughts that you do.

uuh. That kinda turns me on... ?

man, far be it of me to judge... but i think definitely see someone professional to help you with this. at the moment you say you have the ability to stop the urges, but you can't rely on this for too long. you need help to stop the urges, as it won't be too long before you act on them. you'll land yourself in real trouble if you do. you don't want that, do you?.... or do you?

I kinda have them to just deaths of unpleasent people and not caused by me

I agree with Sam up there. It's great that you can say no, but the fact that you have an urge. I mean, everyone wonders... right? But to actually HAVE to resist is not so good.

go and speak to a professional before its too late one day your heart will be too strong for your realist head and will say fuck it and make you do some crazy shit. then youll end banged away in jail wasting your life away becasue you had an urge to fuck soemones life up. Is it really worth it? only you know your answer to that..

this is just your brain trying to imagine fight or flight scenarios for the sake of it. happens if you lead a pretty boring life or have a routine which never changes in the slightest; it's just the mind looking for ways to entertain itself. of course violent influence could come from many past experiences, but since you didn't make any reference to any of those, i doubt that is the case with you. in case you're actually concerned about your situation, you can google further information and possible treatment on "intrusive thoughts", since that's probably the correct term to describe your affection. hope it gets better. remember, never let the voices take control.

Are you in college?/let me know which one so I can stay off campus...

when i was a kid i used to have the urge to bite children cheeks, but when i got older those urges fading a way...

just try not to give up to those urges or it will get you into a deep shit.

hahahahahaha dead stuff. You should play violent video games. That will help, right? x3

Let's try a strategy for your desire to refrain from killing. In my world domination I will see to it that the death penalty is for all eternity abolished in all nations, the alternative is the usual 20/25 years and permanent time in prison. For you I will come with a plan to reduce all killings of people by 90%.

I do it but only when people reeeely piss me off.And when i do it,I always picture thier eyes melting and thier jaw falling off.(it helps)LOL

its the same way with me, but i have only recently actually contemplated acting on the thoughts. i literally feel horrible and disgusting for these, but im glad im not the only one. thanks.

OMg I'm the same way exept I fight a whole lot so mabe that has somthing to do with it

Its really strange that you have these thoughts because just the other day I was talking to a close friend and we both admitted to having these types of thoughts. I didnt think it was normal until now. I dont exactly have urges or have to resist it but for me its like I see myself doing it, like Im day dreaming in a way, and it usually only happens with certain people. Like if someone i was talking to had some charactoristic that was distracting me I would immediatly begin thinking of disturbing methods of tourture. If I were you I wouldnt worry over it to much, it might make it worse, but if it gets to the point were you are scared you might actually hurt someone I would talk to a professional.

Those urges are rather strange, but you having the power to say no is great. But I think you should possibly see a counselor, to dig deeper and see why you get these urges. Curiosity killed the cat...

No one here could possibly make a guess as to why you're having these thoughts. We know nothing about you. If you really want to get to the root of this problem (and you should) see a psychiatrist.