Is it normal i think peaceful thoughts then horrible ones?

So, everyday,I always think of a girl in one of my new classes.We know each other and we both want to be together. There are just so many problems going on though! For one, she is trying to ignore me and advoid me. Plus, I've been having these sudden, thoughts. I'll hallucinate that she is in my room and think we are talking. Also, I'll think of what we could be and other stuff. So my main question is, is it normal to always think about a girl and think about peaceful things, then go into a trance at random thinking about doing horrible things to women? I've had these horrible ones ever since I was 7, and the peaceful ones since I was 11. I am 22 by the way.

Is It Normal?
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  • try looking up intrusive thoughts, OCD/anxiety disorders, psychosis...

    If your thoughts bother you and cause you anxiety I'd get some help.

    It's also not normal to hallucinate that she's in your room talking to you unless your on drugs.

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  • No, it's not normal. "Doing horrible things to women," that's fucked up!

    Please, see a psychologist.

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    • please do, you dont see it man but that shit can lead you into doing things that you wont believe you did and end up going to mental ward or jail..do it while you still have perspective

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  • Get it checked out man, especially the part of doing horrible things to woman because that sounds dangerous..( not to be mean ) its better to get it checked out cause if it is a mental disorder, you dont want it to escalate because thatll put you in jail lol and if its small and treatable why not do it? i would really consider this for your health and safety for others

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