Is it normal i postpone my own thoughts?
As I said. Sometimes I find myself setting my mind in order to think something in particular at a later time. At another moment. Not preparing what I am going to say, preparing how I am going to feel and what I am going to think in the future. I do it all the time. I am going to try explaining this better. I look at the clock and times sort of, moves, I see another hour, then I get these racing thoughts as if the time I am seeing on the clock is the real one, but it is not. Like my mind is fooled into believing that one is the hour, so I start getting in that mood and thinking and feeling what I would think and feel if it really was that hour. Then I squeeze my eyes, shake my head, and say: now I know what. It lasta about a few second during which I just stare towards the floor, without blinking.
Does this happen to any of you as well or I am a complete total freak?