Hi sir I have the exact same problem oh my wow. But seriously, I once hated the fact I liked men but I sooner realised that I only like men of a muscular build and good looking face. They are rare and usually wouldn't make a move on a small ugly guy like me so I think I'm safe.
Ive come to decide that having a family with no mother and an adopted child is wrong. Later they'll ask when they're old enough and say why didn't you marry someone?. I'm an independent person and I don't think being gay will be something I'll freely admit to someone.
If there's someone out there with the same turn on then it's got to be normal.
Just would've been nice to be straight and have one less thing to worry about that's all =)
Oh by the way, it started because of my surroundings and who I liked. Back in grade 2 there was a flamboyant gayish kid who I liked his sassy attitude. But he did turn out to be a gay guy. Through my primary ages I was also very happy because of my sisters and friends praising me. Soon I though I was better than them and got real cocky. I got teased by being called gay in grade 4 because I had a high pitch voice and gay looking face. Even my friends thought I was gay to the point they stopped hanging around with me and I had to make new friends. Some accepted me but my cocky attitude made me draw them away so I realised that my attitude may have been because I was praised too much. In grade 7 I started stalking guys I thought were cool and later found shirtless pics of muscular men attractive as I always had the dream of having a body like them and being liked and praised more. Even workout vids would make me feel erotic. I became addicted to masturbation throughout my highschool years and I sooner became attracted to men only. I've tried lesbians and I like the sight of breasts but its not enough to get me excited. I think it was going my primary school and high school friends that made me who I am and have become. Also my sisters who would make me overly ecstatic and engage in their feminine toys and games...
I'm just glad it's not obvious that Im gay and only people who are close to me will maybe understand I am.
I sometimes see good looking men and check out their arms or asses but I feel nervous or awkward when looking at females bodies. I think it's because my mum and sisters kept giving me the ideology that humping and looking at Breasts were wrong... So yeah, hope my past life could help you understand it's somewhat normal Lmao. Hope someone can relate xD
Is it normal I'm only attracted to muscular masculine guys' bodies?
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Hi sir I have the exact same problem oh my wow. But seriously, I once hated the fact I liked men but I sooner realised that I only like men of a muscular build and good looking face. They are rare and usually wouldn't make a move on a small ugly guy like me so I think I'm safe.
Ive come to decide that having a family with no mother and an adopted child is wrong. Later they'll ask when they're old enough and say why didn't you marry someone?. I'm an independent person and I don't think being gay will be something I'll freely admit to someone.
If there's someone out there with the same turn on then it's got to be normal.
Just would've been nice to be straight and have one less thing to worry about that's all =)
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Oh by the way, it started because of my surroundings and who I liked. Back in grade 2 there was a flamboyant gayish kid who I liked his sassy attitude. But he did turn out to be a gay guy. Through my primary ages I was also very happy because of my sisters and friends praising me. Soon I though I was better than them and got real cocky. I got teased by being called gay in grade 4 because I had a high pitch voice and gay looking face. Even my friends thought I was gay to the point they stopped hanging around with me and I had to make new friends. Some accepted me but my cocky attitude made me draw them away so I realised that my attitude may have been because I was praised too much. In grade 7 I started stalking guys I thought were cool and later found shirtless pics of muscular men attractive as I always had the dream of having a body like them and being liked and praised more. Even workout vids would make me feel erotic. I became addicted to masturbation throughout my highschool years and I sooner became attracted to men only. I've tried lesbians and I like the sight of breasts but its not enough to get me excited. I think it was going my primary school and high school friends that made me who I am and have become. Also my sisters who would make me overly ecstatic and engage in their feminine toys and games...
I'm just glad it's not obvious that Im gay and only people who are close to me will maybe understand I am.
I sometimes see good looking men and check out their arms or asses but I feel nervous or awkward when looking at females bodies. I think it's because my mum and sisters kept giving me the ideology that humping and looking at Breasts were wrong... So yeah, hope my past life could help you understand it's somewhat normal Lmao. Hope someone can relate xD