iin i'm like a hopeless romantic but with friendship instead

No not quite, it's a different kind of love but brotherly love is the closest thing i can describe it to, i love him as a person, i love his humor, the way his mind works and the time we spend together and have spent since all the way back in high school, but it's non sexual or relationship driven so a brotherly love is the closest thing i can think.of

but

we miss each other regularly, i've never known someone who just clicks with me as if we're two parts of a whole and we just get each other and we always joke about us being two grumpy old fuckers in a care home because we always see each other being in our life for good, hell even when we were both in a relationship my girlfriend and his boyfriend used to say how cute our " bromance " is so it that way it's not brotherly at all

As much as i hate the word i guess bromance is actually kind of fitting