IIN I'm going crazy coz I'm so alone?

I understand how you are feeling and don't worry you are perfectly normal. Some people are more sensitive than others and that's the beauty of the world... we're all different. Maybe you could spend some time investing in yourself, changing your style up, going to the gym, setting some new health goals. The more time you spend on yourself the happier you will be by yourself and then the woman you are meant to be with will be drawn to you. Remember, we can't see the future so she could be here very sooner than you know. Start investing in yourself, good luck..you can do this!