When I first saw adult magazines I felt jealous of the women in the magazines. I wanted to grow up to have looks and figures like them. I wanted to have their confidence to pose and not be embarrassed for the pictures to be published and everyone that knew me saw them. I wanted millions of men and boys to look at my photos and idolize and lust after me like they did to those women in those magazines.
I can't and won't do what those women do in pornos, but I have to admit I admire them and wish I had their looks and sexual talents. So to me, what you feel is normal
Is it normal I look up to porn stars?
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When I first saw adult magazines I felt jealous of the women in the magazines. I wanted to grow up to have looks and figures like them. I wanted to have their confidence to pose and not be embarrassed for the pictures to be published and everyone that knew me saw them. I wanted millions of men and boys to look at my photos and idolize and lust after me like they did to those women in those magazines.
I can't and won't do what those women do in pornos, but I have to admit I admire them and wish I had their looks and sexual talents. So to me, what you feel is normal