Is it normal i like when people hurt my feelings
I try taking risks often because I know it's win win, either something good will happen or something bad will happen and I'll go through a downward spiral of depression. Obviously being depressed or having something really bad happen is horrible to go through, but for some reason it feeds a part of me and I love it. I used to skip taking vitamins or pills so I would feel less happy because I just didn't like the feeling of being so happy and normal all the time. I love when people hurt me, I hate it but I love it. I love having things to think about or cry about, even though it's so painful. I've met a lot of people who think the same thing, but is it normal?