Is it normal i like when people hurt my feelings

I try taking risks often because I know it's win win, either something good will happen or something bad will happen and I'll go through a downward spiral of depression. Obviously being depressed or having something really bad happen is horrible to go through, but for some reason it feeds a part of me and I love it. I used to skip taking vitamins or pills so I would feel less happy because I just didn't like the feeling of being so happy and normal all the time. I love when people hurt me, I hate it but I love it. I love having things to think about or cry about, even though it's so painful. I've met a lot of people who think the same thing, but is it normal?

Is It Normal?
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  • semi-masochism maybe

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  • I like it when the person I'm in love with hurts my feelings, well not all the time.

    Why the hell would you like that? It's called "hurt" for a reason.

    You're not really hurting if you like it.

    It's your cup of tea, your tears of joy.

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  • I'm a lot like that too, honestly.

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  • To an extent, it is normal.

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