Over the most part of this year it's got slightly out of hand - it's never fun, it's always horrible, i see horrible things and it's just generally a lot more aggressive than before or something. I went to the doctors and ive had some councelling. The doctors tried to give me anti-depressents but i declined because they just give them out to anyone for anything these days, im a lot happier talking to a professional about it to try and fix it rather than covering it up by popping pills lol. But yeah....it's pretty horrific now, i have no idea why it turned completely bad, where before i was starting to be more calm with it and have fun with it, and it just turned nasty on me and happens a lot more now. I guess i just have to bare it and hope it will dissapear. I've got to not let it get to me too much though or let it affect my day to day life because i can't afford to lose my job or fail college. Good times eh....
Is it normal i have vivid dreams then half wake up unable to move?
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Over the most part of this year it's got slightly out of hand - it's never fun, it's always horrible, i see horrible things and it's just generally a lot more aggressive than before or something. I went to the doctors and ive had some councelling. The doctors tried to give me anti-depressents but i declined because they just give them out to anyone for anything these days, im a lot happier talking to a professional about it to try and fix it rather than covering it up by popping pills lol. But yeah....it's pretty horrific now, i have no idea why it turned completely bad, where before i was starting to be more calm with it and have fun with it, and it just turned nasty on me and happens a lot more now. I guess i just have to bare it and hope it will dissapear. I've got to not let it get to me too much though or let it affect my day to day life because i can't afford to lose my job or fail college. Good times eh....