IIN I have become addicted to hard drugs

I used to do cocaine as well. It was ruining my life. I overdosed twice. One of them I did on purpose as a suicide attempt. After almost dying, and losing many friends, and opportunities, I got myself clean and got my life back together. Because I thought about my loved ones and how I was hurting them. Never touched the drug since, and I've been enjoying my life so much better, with my loving wife, and my great job, and getting my friends back, and life itself. It's all in clear view if you can wake up.
However, I never raped anybody during my struggle, like you did. I can relate to someone who has gone through drug addiction, but I can't respect anybody who has committed rape. It was your best friend's wife and then you lied to him about it? Before I read up to that part, I was going to wish you luck, but now I could care less if you rot in the dirt. I'm sure you'll get a decent wake up call sooner or later.