Honestly you need to move on from this person. Sometimes we lose the people who we think will mean the world to us. That's just the way things are sometimes; experience with heartache helps us grow. Take it from me, and I know you don't believe it right now, but the truest form of fulfillment comes from loving yourself. You can not seek it through other people, because you are guaranteed heartache. The fact that you feel so crappy is proof. Moving on is hard, but its so worth it. Its funny, most of my life I was a total hopeless romantic. Anytime I fell for someone i really fell. HARD. This last one though, it hurt me the most. I felt like nobody had ever been so compatible with me in my life. Even more strange, we had been in the same town with a population of merely 2000 and lived less than four miles apart. Yet we didn't meet until they were 18 i was 21(almost 22). To me, it felt like fate. I felt this strong attraction towards this person that was literally pulling me in. We talked for months and our relationship only last 4-5 months but we loved each other so much...
Problem was, well, we were constantly playing games with each other and being passive aggressive in these weird subtle ways. I would accuse and be really possesive.. On the outside, people thought we were a lovely couple. And there were lovely things about us, but we just came close to breaking up so much...
IIN I have an annoying Crush?
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Honestly you need to move on from this person. Sometimes we lose the people who we think will mean the world to us. That's just the way things are sometimes; experience with heartache helps us grow. Take it from me, and I know you don't believe it right now, but the truest form of fulfillment comes from loving yourself. You can not seek it through other people, because you are guaranteed heartache. The fact that you feel so crappy is proof. Moving on is hard, but its so worth it. Its funny, most of my life I was a total hopeless romantic. Anytime I fell for someone i really fell. HARD. This last one though, it hurt me the most. I felt like nobody had ever been so compatible with me in my life. Even more strange, we had been in the same town with a population of merely 2000 and lived less than four miles apart. Yet we didn't meet until they were 18 i was 21(almost 22). To me, it felt like fate. I felt this strong attraction towards this person that was literally pulling me in. We talked for months and our relationship only last 4-5 months but we loved each other so much...
Problem was, well, we were constantly playing games with each other and being passive aggressive in these weird subtle ways. I would accuse and be really possesive.. On the outside, people thought we were a lovely couple. And there were lovely things about us, but we just came close to breaking up so much...