I feel shame towards any mannerism I have, any time I tap my fingers from anxiousness, or itch my arm, fix a wringle in my clothing. All of that brings me embarrassment. But all of my actions feel subliminal, I don't know why I wear all blacks and greys, it may be that I don't bring attention to myself when I have to adjust my behavior, I'm not sure. I haven't really studied my skin in a while, I shower in the dark, but I know it's impossible for it to be perfect. I may have a scar, a freckle, an ingrown hair, those white or pink marks after you scratch or put pressure on your skin. All of that makes me sick.
Is it normal I have a problem with people seeing my skin?
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I feel shame towards any mannerism I have, any time I tap my fingers from anxiousness, or itch my arm, fix a wringle in my clothing. All of that brings me embarrassment. But all of my actions feel subliminal, I don't know why I wear all blacks and greys, it may be that I don't bring attention to myself when I have to adjust my behavior, I'm not sure. I haven't really studied my skin in a while, I shower in the dark, but I know it's impossible for it to be perfect. I may have a scar, a freckle, an ingrown hair, those white or pink marks after you scratch or put pressure on your skin. All of that makes me sick.