I'm very sorry to hear this. Avoid cutting if at all possible and try to see a counselor/therapist and/or psychologist/psychiatrist. They can help tremendously if you be honest and attend appiontments regularly.
If you have any good friends or family that can help support you, talk to them about how you feel.
You don't have to go through the pain alone. I am very sorry to hear about your fathers personality change.
Try to get some help for yourself, to help make it easier to cope and so you don't turn the emotion into an action upon yourself.
Healthy ways to cope will mean a healthier happy life =]
[source: I'm a schizophrenic with a child and wife. Been through hell and back within my own brain. Made it out alive and kickin' @ 20 y/o]
im trying, gotten pretty far without it now :) im not sure if it would be wise for me to talk to any therapists or anything.... my family doesn’t know this about me i hide it from them and just pretend like everything is ok until im by myself, i was just wondering if my feelings were normal i mean i feel so much hate sometimes i cant believe it, normally im a very calm person and i have a very long "fuse" and don’t do anything about something that bothers me until i really cant hand it anymore, but sometimes he will just say something and ill feel like destroying everything i see, im not sure if its my anger towards him being different or my anger towards him not being here for me. that was also going to be another question i had " is my anger caused by him being different or him not being there for me anymore"
and im sorry to hear about your condition that must be pretty hard especially with a wife and child, im glad your making it through life good at least :)
Don't be sorry to me! Life has its challenges.
It is probably normal to feel the way you do, but that doesn't make it right..
It honestly saddens me that you keep this a secret within your family.
You seem like a very bright person, with a lot of potential in this life. Stop while you can and get help! It will be extraordinarily helpful to you in the future and better for your family as a whole.
I know you don't see it yet, but expressing these feelings to someone you can trust and really getting the right help can save you from years of grief and pain within yourself.
I really hope you get help. Stop the cutting, it's for squares =]
i don’t find anyone in my family that i feel comfortable telling :/ and thanks i try to be, i trust my girl freind enough to tell her these feelings but not all of them in exact detail this is the first time iv ever asked anyone if my exact feelings are normal and i have well for maybe at least a month now.
IIN i hate my dad after his stroke, he changed?
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I'm very sorry to hear this. Avoid cutting if at all possible and try to see a counselor/therapist and/or psychologist/psychiatrist. They can help tremendously if you be honest and attend appiontments regularly.
If you have any good friends or family that can help support you, talk to them about how you feel.
You don't have to go through the pain alone. I am very sorry to hear about your fathers personality change.
Try to get some help for yourself, to help make it easier to cope and so you don't turn the emotion into an action upon yourself.
Healthy ways to cope will mean a healthier happy life =]
[source: I'm a schizophrenic with a child and wife. Been through hell and back within my own brain. Made it out alive and kickin' @ 20 y/o]
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im trying, gotten pretty far without it now :) im not sure if it would be wise for me to talk to any therapists or anything.... my family doesn’t know this about me i hide it from them and just pretend like everything is ok until im by myself, i was just wondering if my feelings were normal i mean i feel so much hate sometimes i cant believe it, normally im a very calm person and i have a very long "fuse" and don’t do anything about something that bothers me until i really cant hand it anymore, but sometimes he will just say something and ill feel like destroying everything i see, im not sure if its my anger towards him being different or my anger towards him not being here for me. that was also going to be another question i had " is my anger caused by him being different or him not being there for me anymore"
and im sorry to hear about your condition that must be pretty hard especially with a wife and child, im glad your making it through life good at least :)
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Don't be sorry to me! Life has its challenges.
It is probably normal to feel the way you do, but that doesn't make it right..
It honestly saddens me that you keep this a secret within your family.
You seem like a very bright person, with a lot of potential in this life. Stop while you can and get help! It will be extraordinarily helpful to you in the future and better for your family as a whole.
I know you don't see it yet, but expressing these feelings to someone you can trust and really getting the right help can save you from years of grief and pain within yourself.
I really hope you get help. Stop the cutting, it's for squares =]
-your dear schizophrenic friend.
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i don’t find anyone in my family that i feel comfortable telling :/ and thanks i try to be, i trust my girl freind enough to tell her these feelings but not all of them in exact detail this is the first time iv ever asked anyone if my exact feelings are normal and i have well for maybe at least a month now.
-Your dear..... i dont know IIN friend haha :)