I started traveling recently and it has been difficult to express myself here I am really intrigued but don't know how expressive I can be. I am worried about misstepping and don't know what is ok here. I would like to be able to say whatever I want even though I typically avoid conflict even too much and avoid subjects I feel may offend people for the most part. It isn't even that though more just my emotions back home I had guitar and pen and paper at least. I think I will try to find and buy a small notepad tomorrow so I can do that. Having a plan would be better too even if I don't follow it I'd like somewhat more of a plan.i don't speak the language here which requires extreme patience. I was also traveling before I started traveling here, but before I was in a car which I was also using to sleep and store food and water so it let me be very independent I could go a week even or more without seeing other people if I ever desired. It was much more expensive and. Was in my own country but felt very adventurous to drive aimlessly for hours. Here it is the hostels lots of other travelers site seeing all the things I would never do in my country soon I will continue in and move a bit further away from the pulse. Too much is difficult. I am also unsure of the safety in general. I know I am not as happy as before and I become self conscious as I don't want to meet people if I'm not in a very good mood, because others like happy people and I like to be liked. I need to learn to deal better with being disliked so it doesn't get to me or shape my opinion of myself I also need to jerk off more as I've been hitting on women online maybe gratuitously. I forgot to even bring up what I intended to write about but maybe will tomorrow
IIN I feel my dad doesn't respect my choices
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I started traveling recently and it has been difficult to express myself here I am really intrigued but don't know how expressive I can be. I am worried about misstepping and don't know what is ok here. I would like to be able to say whatever I want even though I typically avoid conflict even too much and avoid subjects I feel may offend people for the most part. It isn't even that though more just my emotions back home I had guitar and pen and paper at least. I think I will try to find and buy a small notepad tomorrow so I can do that. Having a plan would be better too even if I don't follow it I'd like somewhat more of a plan.i don't speak the language here which requires extreme patience. I was also traveling before I started traveling here, but before I was in a car which I was also using to sleep and store food and water so it let me be very independent I could go a week even or more without seeing other people if I ever desired. It was much more expensive and. Was in my own country but felt very adventurous to drive aimlessly for hours. Here it is the hostels lots of other travelers site seeing all the things I would never do in my country soon I will continue in and move a bit further away from the pulse. Too much is difficult. I am also unsure of the safety in general. I know I am not as happy as before and I become self conscious as I don't want to meet people if I'm not in a very good mood, because others like happy people and I like to be liked. I need to learn to deal better with being disliked so it doesn't get to me or shape my opinion of myself I also need to jerk off more as I've been hitting on women online maybe gratuitously. I forgot to even bring up what I intended to write about but maybe will tomorrow