IIN I feel my dad doesn't respect my choices

It's true I was such a good person, but whenever I play a song I become a rude and terrible douchebag, something about the vibrations when you're so close to speakers effects the way your body produces hormones. In a similar way you begin to mutate genetically and it becomes visible to employers how long you work, once you have for 10 years no one will hire you because you become a liability for spreading douchebagitis