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I have very vivid thoughts about killing people. Always involving blood along with urges too. I often find it hard to resist them. It turns me on, which embarasses me.
I'm female.
| No but I dont judge. | 19 | |
| Eww, no sicko. | 14 | |
| I want to punch you. | 4 | |
| Yes, normal. | 19 | |
| No, but atleast you dont do it. | 22 |
This sounds like Sexual Sadism Disorder. This is only a problem if it interferes with your life (causes mental/physical pain in some way), since you say you will not hurt others. See the DSM-5 - 302.84
If you do feel pain, or maybe just want to know for sure what's going on, a professional is always the best bet. You absolutely can get excellent care from psychiatric professionals. I walked into my local government's psychiatry center after having some issues with my depression, and I got free appointments to see a psychiatrist, and it's working out great.
Yes, it's normal. More than most people think. You are probably a dominate person. I'm just guessing. So as long as you keep it a fantasy your ok. When I'm i public I like to imagine cross hairs on peoples faces.
It sometimes turns me on to see like real rape but I've never thought about killing, but whatever gets you off !
If it turns you on then it's probably innate. The best thing you can do is not procreate. Don't spread this shit any wider into the gene pool.
Cool then. Have a good life, and try not to get yourself a life sentence.
Yeah, it's not too bad now anyway. I stopped watching violent things which doesn't help that much but it contributed I then set myself some life goals to help people and focused on that so :P I think I'll be good on the life sentence front.
Glad to hear that. See when you talk like that you sound like a real good decent person with a bad condition I almost feel bad having told you that. That shit gets to me and I'm not usually the feely type. Hey if you ever come by Reno let me know over here I'm inviting you for a drink or something and we'll have a chat. Cheers.
Only people that I strongly hate... I just imagine myself as those trained assassins/snipers in movies ...I picture that but I end up thinking of how i would never let that person die, maybe just harm them big time.. Lol
if this isnt normal i probably need help because i do it all the time lol
We all do..Hell, I was at a sports bar tonight, got into a somewhat heated discussion about football with a guy across the bar, and had visions of jumping over and slashing his throat with a broken bottle..
Seek mental help - the only logical advise.
You are potential mental sadistic freak just waiting to happen.
I have had a dream about raping people and now I see a therapist. It really helps. But if you don't feel comfortable with a therapist, this is not weird or normal. But I don't judge :)
Huh, sometimes mine manifest in dream form. Yeah idk if I feel comftable with a therapist I dont trust them to do the right thing for me. No idea why.
I will tell you why. In most cases, unless you wealthy, the first person you will see is a councilor. This person is often nothing more than a social worker who took a forty minute class on drug and alcohol dependence. I'm not saying they are not good people, I'm saying they are not prepared to handle your situation. The likely hood of you actually speaking to a trained therapist is slim to none. Also since these councilors are not doctors anything you discuss is not privileged information. They have to discuss your case with a true therapist. This therapist is probably overseeing thirty or more cases, and has no idea who you really are. So if you make a statement like "I think i'm going to kill everyone today" even if you don't mean it, they have to report it. You could be arrested. You could end up in a psychiatric hospital for a forty eight hour evaluation. In short unless you are truly losing control. Do not go to "professionals"
It is quite normal and I fight that urge every day. There are a lot of people who are alive ONLY because I don't want to spend the rest of my life in prison for killing them. Most people are just sheep who would be easy to kill. I've made rifle shots from 1/4 to 1/2 a mile and one just beyond a mile away.
Honestly, I hope there will be a zombie apocalypse or some other such disaster so I can kill anyone I damn well please. I grew up hunting deer and turkey, which are extremely difficult to stalk. Humans' senses are not nearly as keen as those of game animals and would be easy to stalk and eliminate. Truth be told, I'd probably have a huge collection of skulls after a collapse of civilization.