Is it normal i enjoy the idea of hurting myself/others?

So, I often think about cutting myself or shooting others.
I have very graphic and very simple visualisations of doing these things.
I'm young, and full of stress and anxiety. Sometimes I like to think
''If i got a knife and cut on my arm here, would anyone care?''
And I'm not depressed, i even enjoy life!
I sometimes write stories of cartoon characters i like hurting themselves or being depressed.
I don't know if I'm like, a masochist or sadist or sociopath but I'm not. No symptoms apart from the want to hurt myself/others/characters.
Thank you for your time.

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Comments ( 6 )
  • Scared86

    I'm not judging you but, you may need to talk to someone.

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  • rocketdave

    I like playing Cane Blackjack with boys and girls. Same rules as Blackjack (or pontoon as we know it) but you bet whacks of the cane so at the end of every hand someone gets a caned bottom!

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  • bitch27

    writing the stories is a good thing. do non-harmful stuff like that

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  • punpun

    It’s okay! it’s pretty normal! our minds are weird. if you do really want to hurt yourself or someone else though, please talk to somebody.

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  • SunSnow

    Chill dude... You are a fine guy. But sometimes human mind is curious.
    Violent Video games and movies are making people violent. Humans are made up of blood and flesh, pain and sensation, if you want to cut then there are many things like nails hairs vegetables. It can grow back. But arm will not

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  • d0esnormalmatter

    So do I in some situations but never do it without consent or to a harmful degree.

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