Is it normal i can only reach an orgasm...

So, I know this may be a problem for a few other people, but at the same time I'm uncertain.
For about 3 & a half years now I've been getting into pleasuring myself. I do it a few times a week, maybe 2-3 times. The question has never really bothered me until now, though.
Why the hell can't I reach my peak without watching anything related to porn? I have tried so many times trying to just rub my nub while thinking about things that get me going, but I have failed every single time.
So I have to get out some porn and start watching it while rubbing myself to reach my high. (P.s. I haven't yet tried sticking anything up there... I'm still just rubbing)
I was wondering if this was normal, or if I'm like just crazy. Will this be the same problem when I have sex? Like will I only be able to finish by watching porn forever?
I know I probably sound psychotic & paranoid, but I'm just extremely curious. Why do I fail every time while trying to masturbate without waching porn?

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  • RoseIsabella

    You're addicted to pornography.

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  • Gspyder

    Maybe when it's just you you need that extra visual stimulus. When you actually have sex it'll be visually, physically, and emotionally stimulating so you should be fine. Also, it's a different sensation when someone else in control of it, kinda like tickling yourself vs being tickled.

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  • Mother2All

    You have too see something rather then just thinking...I get like this too I either have to be watching porn or talking to someone who answers back pretty quick but watching porn is the fasrest

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