is it normal i always fear to lose my love

I've been in a similar situation. There was a girl I had fallen in love with, and we talked all day, everyday, but I wasn't ready to tell her how I felt because we weren't seeing each other in person. Anyway, we started to talk less and I guess she lost interest. When I finally told her how I felt, she didn't feel the same way and we quit talking for a while. When we started talking again, it was very different. We weren't as close, and now she has a boyfriend. Now there's nothing I can do but ask myself everyday how I lost her, when at one point I practically had her. Ugh :(

My advise to you is this. Go to her as soon as possible. Talk to her. If you two are together, ask her why you aren't as close, and if you're not together get alone and tell her how you feel before things get worse. I'd do anything to tell my girl how I felt back when we were closer instead of waiting until we started to get distant. Maybe we would have been together instead of me having to watch her fall for someone else and know there's absolutely nothing I can ever do about it.