Omg this is so me! My dad passed away when I was little out of the blue he was killed, and ever since then I freak out when people I care about go MIA. My ex used to torment my fucking soul by "disappearing" all the time, out late, phone going to voicemail, no way to get in touch with him. My heart would be racing and I would have to go for a fast drive just to calm myself down, these weren't "mini" panic attacks lol. Needless to say when he'd finally show up I think he was secretly happy to see me still awake, eyes red from crying from thinking he was dead in a car accident (or at a brothel, lol) still holding my phone dialing his number over and over and when I finally broke up with him it's really made my life less stressful.
Is it normal I actlike this if I cant get hold of a person?
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Omg this is so me! My dad passed away when I was little out of the blue he was killed, and ever since then I freak out when people I care about go MIA. My ex used to torment my fucking soul by "disappearing" all the time, out late, phone going to voicemail, no way to get in touch with him. My heart would be racing and I would have to go for a fast drive just to calm myself down, these weren't "mini" panic attacks lol. Needless to say when he'd finally show up I think he was secretly happy to see me still awake, eyes red from crying from thinking he was dead in a car accident (or at a brothel, lol) still holding my phone dialing his number over and over and when I finally broke up with him it's really made my life less stressful.