This is normal. I'm 18, I've been in *somewhat* of the same situation. I have a much stronger ambition for my life though. I've created my own purpose, in my opinion. What have you wanted to do since you were very young? I do quick a bit of self-study and I've come to respect and embrace selfishness, relating to the point you made at the end of your post. If I you can find a way, attempt to establish a positive attitude towards working for yourself and you only.
As for JC, after high school I quickly realized I could care less about other people and making friends. I was a light introvert through some of high school, so ignoring people in JC was much easier. I think you focused on other people too much while in school.
Not that you asked for it, so I apologize if I'm overstepping a boundary, but I would suggest:
1. Finding an interest that has always excited you. Don't give up on that focus.
2. Take this interest and build on it. Find potential career paths.
3. Find the motivation needed to push you forward in this interest.
I really hoped that help; this is perfectly normal though by the way.
Is it normal how I dread society and life?
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This is normal. I'm 18, I've been in *somewhat* of the same situation. I have a much stronger ambition for my life though. I've created my own purpose, in my opinion. What have you wanted to do since you were very young? I do quick a bit of self-study and I've come to respect and embrace selfishness, relating to the point you made at the end of your post. If I you can find a way, attempt to establish a positive attitude towards working for yourself and you only.
As for JC, after high school I quickly realized I could care less about other people and making friends. I was a light introvert through some of high school, so ignoring people in JC was much easier. I think you focused on other people too much while in school.
Not that you asked for it, so I apologize if I'm overstepping a boundary, but I would suggest:
1. Finding an interest that has always excited you. Don't give up on that focus.
2. Take this interest and build on it. Find potential career paths.
3. Find the motivation needed to push you forward in this interest.
I really hoped that help; this is perfectly normal though by the way.