Is it normal having a death list/note?
I've been constantly bullied and mistreated by classmates and some teachers. I can't say the answer or give my opinion on a subject because people get mad. I was told off for being too strict and demanding on my college project and people just seem to blame me for all their faults and insult me on a daily basis at college.
I'm writing this death list/note of people I would like being dead; most of these people have done harm to me when I treated them well. I have thought of suicide but why should I die when I'm being nice and demanding the best of me?
I know those people won't die and I won't kill them but still the thought of imagining them dead makes me feel calm.