ok, no one except me knows that i feel alone , despite what i portray myself to be . even when i make the ppl around me think im their closest person next to their family & i'm the one they share their secrets with ,
i'm alone , i,m not part of any group .
.
as unsightly as it looks . i've cried ( twice ) when i saw friends & friendship sens on media & realize that i don't have that . btw im 20 so it's even more disturbing .
.
but then i realized those friendships are not real & that kind on relation exist only on the screen .
.
that helps to fog the void , NOT FILL THE VOID , but as long as ppl live in a blissful world , without realizing this , they will always think they have a friend .
.
i know this for a fact because until 13 i like everyone "THOUGHT" that i had friends
.
BUT NOW .......................
it's hilarious when i here the word bes friend .
.
SO ,
if you know that there in no one to support you , the only thing hat will happen to you will learn to support yourself & become stronger & strong enough to support others .
oh!
p.s. i've " never " had a girlfriend , nor do i plan to have one .
& i'm not gay ( just clearing that out )
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ok, no one except me knows that i feel alone , despite what i portray myself to be . even when i make the ppl around me think im their closest person next to their family & i'm the one they share their secrets with ,
i'm alone , i,m not part of any group .
.
as unsightly as it looks . i've cried ( twice ) when i saw friends & friendship sens on media & realize that i don't have that . btw im 20 so it's even more disturbing .
.
but then i realized those friendships are not real & that kind on relation exist only on the screen .
.
that helps to fog the void , NOT FILL THE VOID , but as long as ppl live in a blissful world , without realizing this , they will always think they have a friend .
.
i know this for a fact because until 13 i like everyone "THOUGHT" that i had friends
.
BUT NOW .......................
it's hilarious when i here the word bes friend .
.
SO ,
if you know that there in no one to support you , the only thing hat will happen to you will learn to support yourself & become stronger & strong enough to support others .
oh!
p.s. i've " never " had a girlfriend , nor do i plan to have one .
& i'm not gay ( just clearing that out )