Lividly pissed off is the best way to say it. Its okal Lol I threw her purse off the balcony a few days later just to show her how it feels. I did it cus we were fighting about my phone and she wouldn't leave. I threatened to call the cops. She promptly got in my face, like 'do somethin' so I grabbed her purse and chucked it. I should have dumped it so everything broke and NOT aimed for a bush. Then she grabbed my iPad off the couch and I'm sorry to say I put my hands on her. I grabbed her arms, probably way too hard, and started dragging her off the balcony. I was concerned shed start shoveling anything she could off of it. Right when we crossed the doors threshold I let her go and she immediately started clawing at my face and hitting me. I'm sorry, but this is a side of domestic violence people usually don't see. They always just see man hitting a woman. Black and white. I regret this more than anything I think I've ever done, because in retrospect she probably wouldn't have done an real damage... I fuckin hit her... open hand on the side of her head. Right on the ear to hopefully daze her into thinking straight. I wasn't thinking. When someone comes at me like that... regardless of who they are I defend myself. I felt trapped. Like a cornered animal. With my only recourse to physically remove her or leave myself (and possibly let her break eberything in my house in her angry state). I don't think of myself as a bad person or a wan beater... but I hit her. I'm scared that she can bring that out in me. I've never ever been like this with any of my SIG others. But now I know its a danger I can better guard myself against it. Last week she hit me in the face for trying to leave her apartment when she was all upset, broke my cigarette that I had and everything. Its not difficult to restrain yourself once you know you have to...
IIN for your GF to break your phone?
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Lividly pissed off is the best way to say it. Its okal Lol I threw her purse off the balcony a few days later just to show her how it feels. I did it cus we were fighting about my phone and she wouldn't leave. I threatened to call the cops. She promptly got in my face, like 'do somethin' so I grabbed her purse and chucked it. I should have dumped it so everything broke and NOT aimed for a bush. Then she grabbed my iPad off the couch and I'm sorry to say I put my hands on her. I grabbed her arms, probably way too hard, and started dragging her off the balcony. I was concerned shed start shoveling anything she could off of it. Right when we crossed the doors threshold I let her go and she immediately started clawing at my face and hitting me. I'm sorry, but this is a side of domestic violence people usually don't see. They always just see man hitting a woman. Black and white. I regret this more than anything I think I've ever done, because in retrospect she probably wouldn't have done an real damage... I fuckin hit her... open hand on the side of her head. Right on the ear to hopefully daze her into thinking straight. I wasn't thinking. When someone comes at me like that... regardless of who they are I defend myself. I felt trapped. Like a cornered animal. With my only recourse to physically remove her or leave myself (and possibly let her break eberything in my house in her angry state). I don't think of myself as a bad person or a wan beater... but I hit her. I'm scared that she can bring that out in me. I've never ever been like this with any of my SIG others. But now I know its a danger I can better guard myself against it. Last week she hit me in the face for trying to leave her apartment when she was all upset, broke my cigarette that I had and everything. Its not difficult to restrain yourself once you know you have to...