Is it normal for me to hate my biological older sister?

i have an older sister and i really despise her so much i wanted her to die.

Here is the reason
my sister was strict towards me since childhood. told me to behave correctly, prioritize family, and other things.

sounds positive right?
BUT! she also did not do it at all!

there are so much example i could give. but i will give the one that made me want to kill her so bad. she said i am wasting my money. well, i even starve myself until i fell unconcious to pay for my college final project.
while on the other side, she is BEGGING (yeah literally) for my parents to buy her a fucking car while my family was having a financial problem which lead my father to have a stroke.

i really despise her. i even got annoyed when i see her or i hear her voice. if you have anything that could help me forgive her, please tell me.

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Comments ( 7 )
  • have_a_good_day

    yo ass need to learn to find solace in da fact that you're paving da road to yo future and it ain't helping a damn bit for you to be projecting negativity in yo own mind.
    only when your road is fully paved can you decide which mothafuckas may tread upon it. that will be yo payback.
    so shut yo bitch ass up and study, mothafucka.
    fahreal.
    that's what's up

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    • RoseIsabella

      Word!

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  • Binko

    I mean...you chose not to ask. She didn’t force you. It’s your fault. You didn’t have to listen to her.

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  • my_life_my_way

    It’s not really normal to hate her over such small things but it’s normal that you find her a bit annoying. Maybe you guys still have some unresolved issues from childhood. I’ve always got on really well with my sister even though we don’t have much in common.

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  • Somenormie

    Normal to hate your siblings. Its like me how I slightly hate my 20 year old brother.

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  • Yea i want to kill my sister too.

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  • asdfssadlmfsalkfasdf

    Same story.

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