I forgot to mention before all this happened it felt like a fairytale. We were more than friends I could tell him things I would not tell anyone else. When we were together it was an amazing feeling in the atmosphere. My family like him and his liked me. We played around with each other like bestfriends. But we did argue a lot and he was always assuming because I'm pretty I have a bunch of male friends. Which was not true I was 100% faithful. I never thought this would happen I thought instead we'd be planning for a future engaged with a baby on the way since I'm graduating soon and opening my business soon. But instead it's like were enemies. The only thing that keeps me from crying & breaking down is not to see him, talk to him, think about him, and to act as if he doesn't exist. Nevertheless sometimes I do wonder what he's calling to say and if it's what I hope and pray he realizes. That I truly love him and he has my heart no matter how broken and hurt it is. However I won't stand for games and bull crap were too old for that. And I refuse to play games. All I ever asked is for him to not let me down.
Is it normal for me to feel this hurt & betrayed?
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I forgot to mention before all this happened it felt like a fairytale. We were more than friends I could tell him things I would not tell anyone else. When we were together it was an amazing feeling in the atmosphere. My family like him and his liked me. We played around with each other like bestfriends. But we did argue a lot and he was always assuming because I'm pretty I have a bunch of male friends. Which was not true I was 100% faithful. I never thought this would happen I thought instead we'd be planning for a future engaged with a baby on the way since I'm graduating soon and opening my business soon. But instead it's like were enemies. The only thing that keeps me from crying & breaking down is not to see him, talk to him, think about him, and to act as if he doesn't exist. Nevertheless sometimes I do wonder what he's calling to say and if it's what I hope and pray he realizes. That I truly love him and he has my heart no matter how broken and hurt it is. However I won't stand for games and bull crap were too old for that. And I refuse to play games. All I ever asked is for him to not let me down.