Once at a party a girl showed even the slightest bit of interest in me (Which is unusual) but I didn't find her attractive despite her being a nice person. I avoided her so she wouldn't talk to me anymore.
Then I felt really bad afterwards because I thought that if I was going to be as shallow as that then maybe I didn't deserve to be with anyone. and who would want to be with me anyway, she must have been drunk.
Is it normal for me to feel like I should never be in a relationship?
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I can relate to some of this post.
Once at a party a girl showed even the slightest bit of interest in me (Which is unusual) but I didn't find her attractive despite her being a nice person. I avoided her so she wouldn't talk to me anymore.
Then I felt really bad afterwards because I thought that if I was going to be as shallow as that then maybe I didn't deserve to be with anyone. and who would want to be with me anyway, she must have been drunk.
Maybe that is similar to how you feel.