You seem to have an obsession with something that is perfect in your mind, but impossible to attain in real life. This sounds very frustrating, and you should perhaps ask yourself why you are never satisfied. there might be lots of reasons. Must of us has a basic sex drive and some sort of out of the ordinary kink, but yours seem to take up so much space you can't enjoy yourself. I won't try and analyze what or why, that job is yours, but you might want to go see a therapist (or two, it might take some field work to find a therapist who understands you) who can ask you the relevant questions to get yourself to wonder that little bit more about why you are not satisfied.
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You seem to have an obsession with something that is perfect in your mind, but impossible to attain in real life. This sounds very frustrating, and you should perhaps ask yourself why you are never satisfied. there might be lots of reasons. Must of us has a basic sex drive and some sort of out of the ordinary kink, but yours seem to take up so much space you can't enjoy yourself. I won't try and analyze what or why, that job is yours, but you might want to go see a therapist (or two, it might take some field work to find a therapist who understands you) who can ask you the relevant questions to get yourself to wonder that little bit more about why you are not satisfied.