Is it normal for me to be happy with my life?
I'm currently buying 7 Happy Science books (2 or 3 at a time) over the Saturdays after the Fridays of staying at Mum's house, and, whenever possible, buying them from Thrift Books on the internet. I'm ascetic, I don't care if anyone's not ascetic, and I'm happy with my life. I'm wanting to sell all my worldly possessions and make enough money for $330 Puritanical clothes on the internet. I'm even willing to save my money for a Puritan hat on the internet. The things I'm buying are too expensive which is why my mother will put a little extra money in my income to help me. I know it sounds like I need a lot of money but I'm content with less. I'll be selling my blue dinner suit jacket and keep the rest of my suit jackets since I'm not supposed to have anything splendid, costly and elaborate. My life, as from the 'Doctrine And Covenants', is to avoid any luxuries, abundance and valuables, and, I'm pleased with my lot, I'm happy, without a single pleasure (and any sex involved wouldn't be a pleasure since I can't do pornography or have sex with prostitutes), and, as Mormons misinterpret the 'Doctrine And Covenants', I can masturbate, but I can't imagine anything obscene as any fantasy. Besides that, it's not about sex, it's the ten virtues (faith, virtue, knowledge, temperance, patience, brotherly kindness, godliness, charity, humility, and diligence), and slothfulness and uncleanliness aren't allowed, therefore certain laws of the land are virtues, and listening to mediaeval holy songs are virtues. I'm a Mormon but I don't agree with the simplistic interpretations of Joseph Smith's books that the other Mormons make, and I don't go to the church. We're not supposed to have Jell-O, rich cakes, whipped cream, or croissants, but wholesome herbs (not drugs), vegetables, fruits, grapes, grains and for mild drinks, barley, and not hot drinks, wine or strong drink, like it says in 'Doctrine And Covenants'. That probably means no coffee, but it doesn't mean no drinks of tea, since it's not a strong drink. And I probably shouldn't have cola drinks, since these are strong drinks, but (it has caffeine in it) I can have Mountain Dew. I chose this Christian sect because it's special, I have a special diet right here as it is, without punishing myself, meat is to be eaten sparingly, wheat for man, corn for the ox, oats for the horse, and rye for the fowls and swine, and other grains for man, barley for mild drinks. All grains are for man (which isn't obvious but I can eat oats, corn and rye if I want). I also chose Joseph Smith's original Mormonism and gave up James Harmston's Mormonism because the latter is changed from the original Word of Wisdom. James Harmston's Mormonism is The True And Living Church Of Jesus Christ Of Saints Of The Last Days, but the Mormonism I follow isn't a Mormon sect, and is from The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter-day Saints. And I'm happy with all this, combined with this, I choose to follow Puritanism. I'm doing all this to not live in luxury and to be religious for reasons beyond your understanding and reasons I can't explain, is any of this normal?